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Now Carrie was affected by music.Her nervous composition responded to certain strains, much as certain strings of a harp vibrate when a corresponding key of a piano is struck.She was delicately moulded in sentiment, and answered with vague ruminations to certain wistful chords.They awoke longings for those things which she did not have.They caused her to cling closer to things she possessed.One short song the young lady played in a most soulful and tender mood.Carrie heard it through the open door from the parlour below.It was at that hour between afternoon and night when, for the idle, the wanderer, things are apt to take on a wistful aspect.The mind wanders forth on far journeys and returns with sheaves of withered and departed joys.Carrie sat at her window looking out.Drouet had been away since ten in the morning.She had amused herself with a walk, a book by Bertha M.Clay which Drouet had left there, though she did not wholly enjoy the latter, and by changing her dress for the evening.Now she sat looking out across the park as wistful and depressed as the nature which craves variety and life can be under such circumstances.As she contemplated her new state, the strain from the parlour below stole upward.With it her thoughts became coloured and enmeshed.

She reverted to the things which were best and saddest within the small limit of her experience.She became for the moment a repentant.

While she was in this mood Drouet came in, bringing with him an entirely different atmosphere.It was dusk and Carrie had neglected to light the lamp.The fire in the grate, too, had burned low.

"Where are you, Cad?" he said, using a pet name he had given her.

"Here," she answered.

There was something delicate and lonely in her voice, but he could not hear it.He had not the poetry in him that would seek a woman out under such circumstances and console her for the tragedy of life.Instead, he struck a match and lighted the gas.

"Hello," he exclaimed, "you've been crying."

Her eyes were still wet with a few vague tears.

"Pshaw," he said, "you don't want to do that."

He took her hand, feeling in his good-natured egotism that it was probably lack of his presence which had made her lonely.

"Come on, now," he went on; "it's all right.Let's waltz a little to that music."

He could not have introduced a more incongruous proposition.It made clear to Carrie that he could not sympathise with her.She could not have framed thoughts which would have expressed his defect or made clear the difference between them, but she felt it.It was his first great mistake.

What Drouet said about the girl's grace, as she tripped out evenings accompanied by her mother, caused Carrie to perceive the nature and value of those little modish ways which women adopt when they would presume to be something.She looked in the mirror and pursed up her lips, accompanying it with a little toss of the head, as she had seen the railroad treasurer's daughter do.She caught up her skirts with an easy swing, for had not Drouet remarked that in her and several others, and Carrie was naturally imitative.She began to get the hang of those little things which the pretty woman who has vanity invariably adopts.

In short, her knowledge of grace doubled, and with it her appearance changed.She became a girl of considerable taste.

Drouet noticed this.He saw the new bow in her hair and the new way of arranging her locks which she affected one morning.

"You look fine that way, Cad," he said.

"Do I?" she replied, sweetly.It made her try for other effects that selfsame day.

She used her feet less heavily, a thing that was brought about by her attempting to imitate the treasurer's daughter's graceful carriage.How much influence the presence of that young woman in the same house had upon her it would be difficult to say.But, because of all these things, when Hurstwood called he had found a young woman who was much more than the Carrie to whom Drouet had first spoken.The primary defects of dress and manner had passed.She was pretty, graceful, rich in the timidity born of uncertainty, and with a something childlike in her large eyes which captured the fancy of this starched and conventional poser among men.It was the ancient attraction of the fresh for the stale.If there was a touch of appreciation left in him for the bloom and unsophistication which is the charm of youth, it rekindled now.He looked into her pretty face and felt the subtle waves of young life radiating therefrom.In that large clear eye he could see nothing that his blase nature could understand as guile.The little vanity, if he could have perceived it there, would have touched him as a pleasant thing.

"I wonder," he said, as he rode away in his cab, "how Drouet came to win her."

He gave her credit for feelings superior to Drouet at the first glance.

The cab plopped along between the far-receding lines of gas lamps on either hand.He folded his gloved hands and saw only the lighted chamber and Carrie's face.He was pondering over the delight of youthful beauty.

"I'll have a bouquet for her," he thought."Drouet won't mind."

He never for a moment concealed the fact of her attraction for himself.He troubled himself not at all about Drouet's priority.

He was merely floating those gossamer threads of thought which, like the spider's, he hoped would lay hold somewhere.He did not know, he could not guess, what the result would be.

A few weeks later Drouet, in his peregrinations, encountered one of his well-dressed lady acquaintances in Chicago on his return from a short trip to Omaha.He had intended to hurry out to Ogden Place and surprise Carrie, but now he fell into an interesting conversation and soon modified his original intention.

"Let's go to dinner," he said, little recking any chance meeting which might trouble his way.

"Certainly," said his companion.

They visited one of the better restaurants for a social chat.It was five in the afternoon when they met; it was seven-thirty before the last bone was picked.

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