登陆注册
15693000000064

第64章

THE SHADOW OF THE FUTURE.

WHEN Mr. Hawbury joined his guests in the breakfast-room, the strange contrast of character between them which he had noticed already was impressed on his mind more strongly than ever. One of them sat at the well-spread table, hungry and happy, ranging from dish to dish, and declaring that he had never made such a breakfast in his life. The other sat apart at the window; his cup thanklessly deserted before it was empty, his meat left ungraciously half-eaten on his plate. The doctor's morning greeting to the two accurately expressed the differing impressions which they had produced on his mind.

He clapped Allan on the shoulder, and saluted him with a joke. He bowed constrainedly to Midwinter, and said, "I am afraid you have not recovered the fatigues of the night.""It's not the night, doctor, that has damped his spirits," said Allan. "It's something I have been telling him. It is not my fault, mind. If I had only known beforehand that he believed in dreams, I wouldn't have opened my lips.""Dreams?" repeated the doctor, looking at Midwinter directly, and addressing him under a mistaken impression of the meaning of Allan's words. "With your constitution, you ought to be well used to dreaming by this time.""This way, doctor; you have taken the wrong turning!" cried Allan. "I'm the dreamer, not he. Don't look astonished; it wasn't in this comfortable house; it was on board that confounded timber-ship. The fact is, I fell asleep just before you took us off the wreck; and it's not to be denied that I had a very ugly dream. Well, when we got back here--""Why do you trouble Mr. Hawbury about a matter that cannot possibly interest him?" asked Midwinter, speaking for the first time, and speaking very impatiently.

"I beg your pardon," returned the doctor, rather sharply; "so far as I have heard, the matter does interest me.""That's right, doctor!" said Allan. "Be interested, I beg and pray; I want you to clear his head of the nonsense he has got in it now. What do you think? He will have it that my dream is a warning to me to avoid certain people; and he actually persists in saying that one of those people is--himself! Did you ever hear the like of it? I took great pains; I explained the whole thing to him. I said, warning be hanged; it's all indigestion! You don't know what I ate and drank at the doctor's supper-table; Ido. Do you think he would listen to me? Not he. You try him next;you're a professional man, and he must listen to you. Be a good fellow, doctor, and give me a certificate of indigestion; I'll show you my tongue with pleasure.""The sight of your face is quite enough," said Mr. Hawbury. "Icertify, on the spot, that you never had such a thing as an indigestion in your life. Let's hear about the dream, and see what we can make of it, if you have no objection, that is to say."Allan pointed at Midwinter with his fork.

"Apply to my friend, there," he said; "he has got a much better account of it than I can give you. If you'll believe me, he took it all down in writing from my own lips; and he made me sign it at the end, as if it was my 'last dying speech and confession'

before I went to the gallows. Out with it, old boy--I saw you put it in your pocket-book--out with it!""Are you really in earnest?" asked Midwinter, producing his pocketbook with a reluctance which was almost offensive under the circumstances, for it implied distrust of the doctor in the doctor's own house.

Mr. Hawbury's color rose. "Pray don't show it to me, if you feel the least unwillingness," he said, with the elaborate politeness of an offended man.

"Stuff and nonsense!" cried Allan. "Throw it over here!"Instead of complying with that characteristic request, Midwinter took the paper from the pocket-book, and, leaving his place, approached Mr. Hawbury. "I beg your pardon," he said, as he offered the doctor the manuscript with his own hand. His eyes dropped to the ground, and his face darkened, while he made the apology. "A secret, sullen fellow," thought the doctor, thanking him with formal civility; "his friend is worth ten thousand of him." Midwinter went back to the window, and sat down again in silence, with the old impenetrable resignation which had once puzzled Mr. Brock.

"Read that, doctor," said Allan, as Mr. Hawbury opened the written paper. "It's not told in my roundabout way; but there's nothing added to it, and nothing taken away. It's exactly what Idreamed, and exactly what I should have written myself, if I had thought the thing worth putting down on paper, and if I had had the knack of writing--which," concluded Allan, composedly stirring his coffee, "I haven't, except it's letters; and Irattle _them_ off in no time."

Mr. Hawbury spread the manuscript before him on the breakfast-table, and read these lines:

"ALLAN ARMADALE'S DREAM.

"Early on the morning of June the first, eighteen hundred and fifty-one, I found myself (through circumstances which it is not important to mention in this place) left alone with a friend of mine--a young man about my own age--on board the French timber-ship named _La Grace de Dieu,_ which ship then lay wrecked in the channel of the Sound between the main-land of the Isle of Man and the islet called the Calf. Having not been in bed the previous night, and feeling overcome by fatigue, I fell asleep on the deck of the vessel. I was in my usual good health at the time, and the morning was far enough advanced for the sun to have risen. Under these circumstances, and at that period of the day, I passed from sleeping to dreaming. As clearly as I can recollect it, after the lapse of a few hours, this was the succession of events presented to me by the dream:

"1. The first event of which I was conscious was the appearance of my father. He took me silently by the hand; and we found ourselves in the cabin of a ship.

"2. Water rose slowly over us in the cabin; and I and my father sank through the water together.

"3. An interval of oblivion followed; and then the sense came to me of being left alone in the darkness.

"4. I waited.

同类推荐
热门推荐
  • 狂刀怒饮血

    狂刀怒饮血

    铁血男人带着一把冷血狂刀,将要在这世间搅荡起怎样的风云?血何时洒?泪何时流?情何处去?人性又是什么?什么样的人性才是好的?什么样的生活才是对的?
  • Men of Invention and Industry

    Men of Invention and Industry

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 女主都是什么鬼

    女主都是什么鬼

    人生,不过是你当一下我的配角,我当一下你的配角,然后比一下到底谁比较苦愁情深,这苦愁情深什么鬼的又感动了谁,如果刚好凑成斗牛三人行,打麻将四人组什么鬼的,就可以开始唱大戏了。(简介无能)此文快穿,一路吐槽,文笔粗糙,不喜点击X,请勿乱喷,谢谢!
  • 伦敦保卫战

    伦敦保卫战

    本书介绍了二战时欧洲战场、大西洋战场、亚洲战场和太平洋战场等。内容包括东南欧沦陷、列宁格勒战役、保卫莫斯科等。
  • 决定一生健康的九型人格

    决定一生健康的九型人格

    有医学研究发现:从消化道溃疡、糖尿病到老年痴呆症,各种疾病都与性格特征存在着千丝万缕的联系。九型人格就是很好的一个性格分析工具,它通过分析人们行为背后的出发点,即基本欲望和基本恐惧,将所有的人划分为九种类型,其基本原理为:人与人是有差异的,有不同的原动力和价值观,也就有不同的行为表现,也就有不同的健康隐患。本书就将引导人们从九型人格的角度来分析自身性格容易引发的疾病,帮助人们通过性格来更好地祛除病痛,维护健康。
  • 完美逆袭:丑小鸭变身白天鹅

    完美逆袭:丑小鸭变身白天鹅

    “沈若曦,我想认你做我的干妹妹。”一个平凡的黄昏,一个平凡的年轻女孩却遇到了一个不平凡的人。为还父亲赌债,她一夜成名。莫廷言?上官逸?是谁?究竟谁成了谁的牵挂。他?还是他?
  • 他从天外来

    他从天外来

    一个奇怪的梦,带给主角雷朋一个外星人的记忆,从此他的人生开始改变。一场惊天的阴谋,逼迫着主角雷朋走上了一条原本不属于自己的路。在这孤独的路上,他无意与人为敌,却成了头号恐怖分子,成了全人类的公敌。一步生,一步死,外敌未入,同盟已伤,他欲哭无泪,只能悄然拔枪。一步温柔,一步坚强依红倚翠,却无处无处诉衷肠,枪响无声,不能伏尸百万,也要五步流红……
  • 我真是机器人

    我真是机器人

    大灾变的发生是一种天灾,还是一场阴谋?大灾变的背后是人性的毁灭,还是道德的沉沦?穿越而归,就注定了要逆天改命。什么?你问我为什么这么屌?因为,我真是机器人。
  • 豪门之约:夫人,不准逃

    豪门之约:夫人,不准逃

    简介:她是集美貌与智慧于一身的绝世天才,酷炫狂拽放诞不羁。因为校花榜排名的缘故被死对头陷害,狼狈之余撞到了Z省权势滔天的大人物,从此过上了各种被管制的生活(??)从一个浪出天际的浪神变成一个乖巧听话好好学习天天向上的世界头号乖宝宝,苏芊陌表示:面对别人,忍无可忍,无需再忍,面对BOSS大人,忍无可忍,只能接着再忍!!
  • 佛眼观生死

    佛眼观生死

    人活在这个世上,最关心的事情莫过于生死。人从哪里来,又将往哪里去,这是一个相当具有诱惑力,但是又常常被人避忌的课题。佛教利用其精妙的“缘生观”为我们解读了生命的密码——“一切有情,因缘生成;人身难得,佛法难闻;人生无常,不必执着;生生死死,死死生生;珍惜眼前,活在当下;父母是佛,提早尽孝;生命是宝,务必珍惜;众生平等,慈悲为怀;把握自己,把握人生;临终关怀,直面死亡:涅槃境界,得大自在。”只要参透了这些道理,就可以自在地活在世上,不悔地走完人生旅程。本书从佛教经典的阐述、佛学大师的讲话和专著,以及佛学界人士的研究中,精心挑选了百余篇关于生死问题的章节,分门别类,集合成书,教化大众。